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Aneh banget ih parah gue kaget banget sumpah. Gue balik lagi ke facebook, liat wall dia apa gue tadi salah copy apa gimana. Tapi ternyata ga ada tulisan kea begituu -_____- ehhhhh jadi tulisan itu dari mana dah? Ih aneh-aneh ajaaaa paraaaaah kaget :(
31 October 2009
28 October 2009
Bring Me Down
I won't let this burden bring me down
So here we are again
Staring at the end of what we made and who we are
Never knowing when
One of us will break apart and walk the other way
Love, I don't know what to say
Love, I don't know how to stay
When you won't let me be the person that I am
The writing's on the wall, there's nothing to say anymore
So I'll leave before I fall apart right back into your arms
The writing's on the wall, you gave nothing and I gave it all
But I want something better and I won't let this burden bring me down
What are we to do?
What are we to say to one another now we're through?
Thanks for being you
Thanks for being all the things I had to say goodbye to
I'm over being lied to
I'm over being pushed into the
Person that you want me to become
The writing's on the wall, there's nothing to say anymore
So I'll leave before I fall apart right back into your arms
The writing's on the wall, you gave nothing and I gave it all
But I want something better and I won't let this burden bring me down
Where did we go wrong?
We let it be so long
But now there's no point turning back, let's face the facts
The writing's on the wall, there's nothing to say anymore
So I'll leave before I fall apart right back into your arms
The writing's on the wall, you gave nothing and I gave it all
But I want something better and I won't let this burden bring me down
I won't let this burden bring me, I won't let this burden bring me down
So here we are again
Staring at the end of what we made and who we are
Never knowing when
One of us will break apart and walk the other way
Love, I don't know what to say
Love, I don't know how to stay
When you won't let me be the person that I am
The writing's on the wall, there's nothing to say anymore
So I'll leave before I fall apart right back into your arms
The writing's on the wall, you gave nothing and I gave it all
But I want something better and I won't let this burden bring me down
What are we to do?
What are we to say to one another now we're through?
Thanks for being you
Thanks for being all the things I had to say goodbye to
I'm over being lied to
I'm over being pushed into the
Person that you want me to become
The writing's on the wall, there's nothing to say anymore
So I'll leave before I fall apart right back into your arms
The writing's on the wall, you gave nothing and I gave it all
But I want something better and I won't let this burden bring me down
Where did we go wrong?
We let it be so long
But now there's no point turning back, let's face the facts
The writing's on the wall, there's nothing to say anymore
So I'll leave before I fall apart right back into your arms
The writing's on the wall, you gave nothing and I gave it all
But I want something better and I won't let this burden bring me down
I won't let this burden bring me, I won't let this burden bring me down
26 October 2009
Love today!
Heey bloggy! Do you know? I am very happy today. I love this day. Because there had been at school a very enjoyable event :D I really didn't expect the first day of this, I am very pleased. Although there are few people who make me upset, but more happy :D
I really didn't think he's like that. Earlier in the school he made my friend cry. Pity really. I think he's good, but it turned out bad boy~ very sucks as I've seen him with his girlfriend. But, that's okay because there are someone can make me feel very happy :) thank you so much. I can't believe you were here with me while he was gone.
This day is important not to think of men? That there is actually making my lessons disrupted and bad grades :p I have to focus to learn. So, byebyee :)
I really didn't think he's like that. Earlier in the school he made my friend cry. Pity really. I think he's good, but it turned out bad boy~ very sucks as I've seen him with his girlfriend. But, that's okay because there are someone can make me feel very happy :) thank you so much. I can't believe you were here with me while he was gone.
This day is important not to think of men? That there is actually making my lessons disrupted and bad grades :p I have to focus to learn. So, byebyee :)
If You're Not The One
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
24 October 2009
Sekian lama aku menunggu (?)
Bloooooooooogggg liat deh templates gue baru yekaan huakaka lucu ya lucuu jarang ada template yang cocok buat gue loh wahaha -_- sekian lama gue nunggu template lucu imut begetooo~ *lebay
Pusing gue woooy pusiiing ah sakit deh nih huah jangan deeh unyuu mau muntaah hoek :O yaampuuuuuuun gue muaal ah sialaaaaaan. Eh gue punya panggilan baru dong buat si Bellaa. Gue manggil dia tuh sekarang Runni. Kok Runni? Nama dia kan Khairunnisa Bella dina, yodah gue panggil aja Runniii hahaha lagian dia sekarang manggil gue Tasha -,- garagara sii ituuuuuuutuh yakan Runn? hoeh. (penting?)
Gue deg degan sama nilai uts gue deh ._. takut banget dapet jelek yaAllaaah gue belajarnya ga maksimal sih ah nyeseeel gua :( semoga aja ya nilai gue bagus, amin.
Pusing gue woooy pusiiing ah sakit deh nih huah jangan deeh unyuu mau muntaah hoek :O yaampuuuuuuun gue muaal ah sialaaaaaan. Eh gue punya panggilan baru dong buat si Bellaa. Gue manggil dia tuh sekarang Runni. Kok Runni? Nama dia kan Khairunnisa Bella dina, yodah gue panggil aja Runniii hahaha lagian dia sekarang manggil gue Tasha -,- garagara sii ituuuuuuutuh yakan Runn? hoeh. (penting?)
Gue deg degan sama nilai uts gue deh ._. takut banget dapet jelek yaAllaaah gue belajarnya ga maksimal sih ah nyeseeel gua :( semoga aja ya nilai gue bagus, amin.
22 October 2009
Bloggeeey
Hey bloggeeey! Malem ini gue mau serius belajar untuk uts terakhir besok hoaaha. Hari ini kan utsnya tik plkj seni budaya dan menurut gue, itu tuh susah! Apalagi seni budayanyaaa~ mantep banget itu soalnya hahah. Takut nih nilai gue jelek -_- besok ips tata busana. IPS ya hem.. harus belajar deh keanya wuahaha. Ho ya gue udah tau dong nilai uts ipa gue berapa haha nilainya tuh...... 82.55 ._. Ya lumayan deh walaupun ga bagus2 amat yaa haha. Eh gue seneng banget. Bener deh ga bohong hahaha udah ya mau belajar lagi bye
21 October 2009
Waiting For A Star To Fall
I hear your name whispered on the wind
It's a sound that makes me cry
I hear a song blow again and again
Through my mind and I don't know why
I wish I didn't feel so strong about you
Like happiness and love revolve around you
Trying to catch your heart
Is like trying to catch a star
So many people love you baby
That must be what you are
Waiting for a star to fall
And carry your heart into my arms
That's where you belong
In my arms baby, yeah
I've learned to feel what I cannot see
But with you I lose that vision
I don't know how to dream your dream
So I'm all caught up in superstition
I want to reach out and pull you to me
Who says I should let a wild one go free
Trying to catch your heart
Is like trying to catch a star
But I can't love you this much baby
And love you from this far
Waiting for a star to fall
And carry your heart into my arms
That's where you belong
In my arms baby, yeah
Waiting (however long...)
I don't like waiting (I'll wait for you...)
It's so hard waiting (don't be too long...)
Seems like waiting (makes me love you even more...)
Waiting for a star to fall
And carry your heart into my arms
That's where you belong
In my arms baby, yeah
It's a sound that makes me cry
I hear a song blow again and again
Through my mind and I don't know why
I wish I didn't feel so strong about you
Like happiness and love revolve around you
Trying to catch your heart
Is like trying to catch a star
So many people love you baby
That must be what you are
Waiting for a star to fall
And carry your heart into my arms
That's where you belong
In my arms baby, yeah
I've learned to feel what I cannot see
But with you I lose that vision
I don't know how to dream your dream
So I'm all caught up in superstition
I want to reach out and pull you to me
Who says I should let a wild one go free
Trying to catch your heart
Is like trying to catch a star
But I can't love you this much baby
And love you from this far
Waiting for a star to fall
And carry your heart into my arms
That's where you belong
In my arms baby, yeah
Waiting (however long...)
I don't like waiting (I'll wait for you...)
It's so hard waiting (don't be too long...)
Seems like waiting (makes me love you even more...)
Waiting for a star to fall
And carry your heart into my arms
That's where you belong
In my arms baby, yeah
Sakit banget!
Eh parah banget mata kiri gue tibatiba aja sakiiiiit. Masa rasanya kaya ditusuk-tusuk jarum gitu ih parah sakit banget :( padahal kan ga kecolok (?) atau apaaa tapi masa tibatiba serasa ditusuk gitu huu :'( menurut lo kenapa? Menurut gue sih gara-gara keseringan online. Nyeh mungkin ini teguran kali yaa supaya gue tuh ga online teruus sampe belajar dilupakan. Beribadah juga sampe terlupakan -____- hh parah gasih? Jadi gue harus gimana dong? Vakum online? Maunya sih gitu, tapi..... gabisaaa hue ibuuuuu (HAHA o,o) Awas aja kalo gue sampe pake kaca mata. Hi menyeramkan sekaleee~ ah lebay tapi gimana dong gue emang ga mau pake kaca mata sih.
Hari ini UTSnya tuh PKn Agama. Susah? Lumayan aja. Ga belajar sih ~_~ menyedihkan sekali kalo sampe nilai midtest gue jelek yaa hoooaa mati aja (?) Belajar dipikirin dong, jangan cuma online aja. He eh, gue juga mau rajin belajar kaleee cuma ya gimana dong pemalas sih ._. jangan ditiru! Makanya, gue pengen cepet-cepet berubah nih supaya ga males teruus. Gimana gue mau masuk SMA 47? haa tidaaaaaak -___________-
Bloggy mau tau gaaa? Hari ini tuh aku seneng banget :) pokoknya selama uts ini, dari hari Senin juga udah seneng :)) karna apaaa? Gue kan utsnya di ruang 25 dan.......duduknya paling depan. Bukan karena itu tapi senengnya. Tapi karena...... jeng jeng jeeeeng huakakaka apadeh ya ada lah pokoknya gue seneng :D
Hari ini UTSnya tuh PKn Agama. Susah? Lumayan aja. Ga belajar sih ~_~ menyedihkan sekali kalo sampe nilai midtest gue jelek yaa hoooaa mati aja (?) Belajar dipikirin dong, jangan cuma online aja. He eh, gue juga mau rajin belajar kaleee cuma ya gimana dong pemalas sih ._. jangan ditiru! Makanya, gue pengen cepet-cepet berubah nih supaya ga males teruus. Gimana gue mau masuk SMA 47? haa tidaaaaaak -___________-
Bloggy mau tau gaaa? Hari ini tuh aku seneng banget :) pokoknya selama uts ini, dari hari Senin juga udah seneng :)) karna apaaa? Gue kan utsnya di ruang 25 dan.......duduknya paling depan. Bukan karena itu tapi senengnya. Tapi karena...... jeng jeng jeeeeng huakakaka apadeh ya ada lah pokoknya gue seneng :D
20 October 2009
1234
Hellooo bloggy! How are you? Fine? Okelah~ udah lama ya kita ga ketemuu (?) miss me gasih? Pasti iyadong yaa huaha aseklah. Udah jarang posting ya gue sekarang woho why? Karena....
1. Gue tuh lagi midtest. Jadi,seperti kebanyakan orang tua pada umumnya *bhs gue ga enak ehm. Ibu ngelarang gue untuk ga sering online dulu. Ga ngelarang sih sebenernya..Tapi ya cuma ga mau aja nilai gue jelek. Pasti dong gue juga ga mau ._.
2. Ga tau apa yg mau diceritain. Jadi rada males gitu.
3. Ga ada waktu. Gue kalo pulang sekolah tuh udah cape banget z badan mau remuk hah. Malem? Tidur.
4. Yap sama kaya nomer 3. M-a-l-a-s 0.o
Cukup sekian dulu deh ya udah malem dan gue belum belajar (-_-) bye!
1. Gue tuh lagi midtest. Jadi,seperti kebanyakan orang tua pada umumnya *bhs gue ga enak ehm. Ibu ngelarang gue untuk ga sering online dulu. Ga ngelarang sih sebenernya..Tapi ya cuma ga mau aja nilai gue jelek. Pasti dong gue juga ga mau ._.
2. Ga tau apa yg mau diceritain. Jadi rada males gitu.
3. Ga ada waktu. Gue kalo pulang sekolah tuh udah cape banget z badan mau remuk hah. Malem? Tidur.
4. Yap sama kaya nomer 3. M-a-l-a-s 0.o
Cukup sekian dulu deh ya udah malem dan gue belum belajar (-_-) bye!
16 October 2009
Hey!
Blooogggg imissyousomuch deh huahahaha udah lama ya kan aku ga posting gitu unyuu~ Aku kan janjinya mau belajar duluuu. Abis midtest jungkir balik juga boleeeh :D ahahah ga jelas banget ya aku ck emang -_- Eh tau ga temen aku ya si Bella and Giska jadi sering posting loh aheak aku jadi yang jarang sekarang nyeh o.O udah gitu yaaaaaa blog si Bella&&Giska jadi keren (Y) malah sekarang blog aku jadi abalan gituu huhu kasian amat.
Senin gue UTS loh dan itu duduknya sendiri-sendiri hadoh wuaka ga bisa nyontek dong ya HAH siapa jugaa yang mau nyontek weee :p LALALA UTS harus dapet nilai yang bagus. Woah siplah yaaaw.
Sekarang blog Bella Giska udah lumayan ter-urus hehehe. Buka aja blog Bella sama Giskaa. Mereka lagi sering posting, baca aja bacaaabacaaaa! (-_-) kesel gue akakakaka
Senin gue UTS loh dan itu duduknya sendiri-sendiri hadoh wuaka ga bisa nyontek dong ya HAH siapa jugaa yang mau nyontek weee :p LALALA UTS harus dapet nilai yang bagus. Woah siplah yaaaw.
Sekarang blog Bella Giska udah lumayan ter-urus hehehe. Buka aja blog Bella sama Giskaa. Mereka lagi sering posting, baca aja bacaaabacaaaa! (-_-) kesel gue akakakaka
10 October 2009
Satu lagi
Pertama kujumpa
pertama kusapa
Kau tersenyum saat itu
Manisnya senyummu
lembutnya dirimu
seakan tiada cela
Baru kini kutemui yang kurindu
semua yang ada di dirimu
Lugu wajahmu
oh anggunnya kamu
Kudamba s'lalu
kau kudamba
Ada yang kutahu
ada yang kurasa
satu hal yang tak biasa
Ada rasa rindu
ada rasa cinta
menyatu di dalam hati
Tak akan kulupakan dirimu, kasih
kudambakan cintamu
Satu lagi yang tak mungkin kulupa
lembutnya tatapan matamu
pertama kusapa
Kau tersenyum saat itu
Manisnya senyummu
lembutnya dirimu
seakan tiada cela
Baru kini kutemui yang kurindu
semua yang ada di dirimu
Lugu wajahmu
oh anggunnya kamu
Kudamba s'lalu
kau kudamba
Ada yang kutahu
ada yang kurasa
satu hal yang tak biasa
Ada rasa rindu
ada rasa cinta
menyatu di dalam hati
Tak akan kulupakan dirimu, kasih
kudambakan cintamu
Satu lagi yang tak mungkin kulupa
lembutnya tatapan matamu
Fav Novel
AI Novel
Description
Cinta seperti sesuatu yang mengendap-endap di belakangmu. Suatu saat, tiba-tiba kau baru sadar, cinta menyergapmu tanpa peringatan.
SEI
Aku mencintai Ai. Tidak tahu sejak kapan–mungkin sejak pertama kali dia menggenggam tanganku–aku tidak tahu mengapa, dan aku tidak tahu bagaimana. Aku hanya mencintainya, dengan caraku sendiri.
AI
Aku bersahabat dengan Sei sejak kami masih sangat kecil. Saat mulai tumbuh remaja, gadis-gadis mulai mengejarnya. Entah bagaimana, aku pun jatuh cinta padanya, tetapi aku memilih untuk menyimpannya. Lalu, datang Shin ke dalam lingkaran persahabatan kami. Dia membuatku jatuh cinta dan merasa dicintai.
Itu sinopsisnya ya. Novel AI ini bisa buat gue nangis. Ada beberapa kata yang maknanya dalem dan buat gue terharu.
Blog sepi deh
Krik..krik.. yaaah blog sepi deh nih kayanya. Stella sekarang udah buat jadwal untuk posting, jadi dua hari sekali. Gue akhir-akhir ini jadi males posting. Kalo lagi ga ada ide, paling cuma liat dashboard aja. Huaah bener deh blog jadi sepi kalo Stella udah ga tiap hari posting. Hm ya lumayanlah masih dua hari sekali postingnya, dari pada ga sama sekali, ya kan? ._. Gue tetep jadi pembaca setia blog dia kok. Tenang aja ya Stell, masih ada gue kok walaupun gue ga pernah komen o.o huahaha
Udah deh ya. Nanti kalo udah ada cerita, gue posting lagi okee {kaya ada yg baca aja, mir} uahaha babaay
Udah deh ya. Nanti kalo udah ada cerita, gue posting lagi okee {kaya ada yg baca aja, mir} uahaha babaay
Fallin' For You - Colbie Caillat ♥
I don't know but...
I think I maybe
fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I..
know you better
I am trying..
Not to tell you..
But I want to..
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding..
what I'm feeeling..
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head
I've been spending all my..time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my.. life
and now i found ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm falling for you...
I'm falling for you...
As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
and we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's juusst
you and me
I'm trying..
Not to tell you..
But I want to..
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding..
what I'm feeeling...
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head
I've been spending all my.. time
Just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think i'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my.. life
And now I found ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you...
I'm fallin' for you...
Ooh, I just can't take it..
My heart is racing..
Emotions keep spinning out...
I've been spending all my.. time
just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my..life
and now I found ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you...
I'm fallin' for you...
I think I'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think i'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you...
I'm fallin' for you...
Ooohhh
Ooh no no
Oooooohhhhh
Oooh, I'm falling' for ya
I think I maybe
fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I..
know you better
I am trying..
Not to tell you..
But I want to..
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding..
what I'm feeeling..
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head
I've been spending all my..time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my.. life
and now i found ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm falling for you...
I'm falling for you...
As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
and we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's juusst
you and me
I'm trying..
Not to tell you..
But I want to..
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding..
what I'm feeeling...
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head
I've been spending all my.. time
Just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think i'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my.. life
And now I found ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you...
I'm fallin' for you...
Ooh, I just can't take it..
My heart is racing..
Emotions keep spinning out...
I've been spending all my.. time
just thinking about ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my..life
and now I found ya
I dont know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you...
I'm fallin' for you...
I think I'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think i'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you...
I'm fallin' for you...
Ooohhh
Ooh no no
Oooooohhhhh
Oooh, I'm falling' for ya
09 October 2009
Ciluk baaaaa O.O
Heey blog! i miss you :') UK 2 udah selesai looh ngahaha bentar lagi UTS tapi. Jadi tetep aja gue masih harus belajar yang rajin gituu biar nilai gue bagus wakak amin :D Eh blog akhir-akhir ini gue seneng terus deh huahaha alhamdulillah bangeetttt :)) Padahal sih ada sedikit yang bikin gue kesel (-,-), tapi gue coba untuk ga mikirin. Karena kalo gue pikirin makin buat gue sebel trus gue jadi badmood trus gue malah nangis nanti uhuhuhu aku tidak secengeng itu kaleeee~ Men, sekarang udah pagi. Mata gue mulai sakit karena kelamaan online. Tidur aja aaaah babaaay bloggy
06 October 2009
About Stella
Hey bloggy! Mau tau gaaaaaaaaaaa? Tadi kan di sekolah ada cerdas cermat gitu, sekolah lain pada dateng kan. Nah pas istirahat gitu, gue sama Rimabebi lewat depan UKS dan lo tau tau apaaaa? Gue liat seseorang yang kayanya gue kenal. Ya, soalnya gue belum pernah ketemu dia sekalipun. Lo tau dia siapaa? Her name is............ Stella Emada Bestio yang bersekolah di BM 400. Dia lagi duduk depan lab biologi gitu. Gue lewat depan dia udah 3 kali, tapi ga berani untuk nyapa karna takut salah orang (-_-) Trus gue sama Rima kan keatas, dan gua degdegan gitu masaaa dan hati gue kaya yakin banget kalo itu Stella. Yodah gue ajak Rima lagi untuk turun dan gue pun memberanikan diri ._. untuk nyapa dia. OH MEEN DIA BENERAN STELLA! Abis gue ngobrol bentar sama dia, gue langsung ke Rima lagi dan gue tuh langsung yang girang bangeeeet -_____- (hahaha jangan ketawa ya, Stell)
Buat gue, Stella tuh hem bisa dibilang salah satu idola gue loh! HEHE. Kenapa? Karena.....dia tuh jago banget nulis, dan gue itu salah satu pembaca stellacyan. Gue selaluuu baca postingan diaa ya sampe sebelum gue tidur, gue tuh buka blog dari hp untuk baca postingan terbaru dia. Gue suka banget baca blog dia karena bisa dibilang kejadian-kejadian dia tuh hampir semuanya sama kaya yang gue alamin. Dan, blog dia buat gue banyak berubah. Membuat gue jadi lebih berfikir dewasa, ga kaya anak kecil terus. Kalo ada masalah, gue sekarang jadi sering mikirin solusi terbaiknya. Ga cuma nangis aja.
Gue pengen bisa jago nulis kaya dia. Gue pengen pinter kaya dia, berfikir dewasa kaya dia. Huaam kesannya gue kaya ga mensyukuri diri gue sekarang ya, tapi ngga. Gue emang pengen kok kaya Stella. Bukan jadi dia, tapi sifat-sifat positif dia pengen gue tiru. Gue mau jadi yang lebih baik. Gue kagum sama dia :D
Stellaaaaaaa, i hope i can meet you again :))
Buat gue, Stella tuh hem bisa dibilang salah satu idola gue loh! HEHE. Kenapa? Karena.....dia tuh jago banget nulis, dan gue itu salah satu pembaca stellacyan. Gue selaluuu baca postingan diaa ya sampe sebelum gue tidur, gue tuh buka blog dari hp untuk baca postingan terbaru dia. Gue suka banget baca blog dia karena bisa dibilang kejadian-kejadian dia tuh hampir semuanya sama kaya yang gue alamin. Dan, blog dia buat gue banyak berubah. Membuat gue jadi lebih berfikir dewasa, ga kaya anak kecil terus. Kalo ada masalah, gue sekarang jadi sering mikirin solusi terbaiknya. Ga cuma nangis aja.
Gue pengen bisa jago nulis kaya dia. Gue pengen pinter kaya dia, berfikir dewasa kaya dia. Huaam kesannya gue kaya ga mensyukuri diri gue sekarang ya, tapi ngga. Gue emang pengen kok kaya Stella. Bukan jadi dia, tapi sifat-sifat positif dia pengen gue tiru. Gue mau jadi yang lebih baik. Gue kagum sama dia :D
Stellaaaaaaa, i hope i can meet you again :))
03 October 2009
Craig David - Insomnia
I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough
Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind
Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up
Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind
Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah
Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because
I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough
Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind
Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up
Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind
Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah
Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because
I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
02 October 2009
Not interfere
Most of man's troubles come from his inability to sit and be quiet for twenty minutes.
--Blaise Pascal--
--Blaise Pascal--
Lo emang punya banyak alesan untuk gemes ngeliat sekitar lo yang ga bener. Bawaannya pengen komen aja, terus ngelurusin ini-itu. Bagus, sih. Tapi bukan berarti lo bisa main ikut campur aja urusan orang. Apalagi kalo yang lo kasih tuh berupa kalimat-kalimat instruksi, bukan tawaran.
Gak enak kan kalo maksud baik lo ditangkap sama orang lain sebagai ikut campur dan diem-diem lo dapet predikat: tukang ikut campur urusan orang? (panjang amat ye gelarnya), lo mau dapetin predikat itu?
Apalagi kalo tanpa denger yang seutuhnya, tanpa tau kondisi lengkap temen lo yang bermasalah, lo main langsung datengin aja terus kasih instruksi ini-itu yang harus dia lakuin. Kalo dia berterima kasih, sih gak masalah. Tapi, dia bisa tersinggung (kecuali dia cerita langsung sama lo)
Dia juga bisa menerima kalimat lo, dan menjalankannya.
Akibatnya?
Bisa bagus, jika kebetulan saran lo pas banget dan emang bisa diterapkan dalam kondisi dan situasi dia. Tapi sebaliknya, bisa juga malah nambah parah situasi.
Hati-hati ikut campur, masuk ke wilayah pribadi orang lain apalagi lo ga tau masalah yang sebenernya. Meskipun cuma dengan sikap, atau kekuatan kata. Lo harus inget, lo ikut campur, lo hanya terlibat secara moril. Tapi pedih, yang sebenernya, temen yang lo kasih saran itu yang nanggung, juga orang-orang yang berhubungan dengan masalah itu.
Kalo emang ada orang-orang yang dateng ke lo dengan bawa masalah, kadang mereka ga butuh usul, komen, atau nasihat, melainkan cuma butuh pendengar untuk melampiaskan unek-unek yang ada di hati dan pikiran, biar plong dan lega. Itu aja.
Gak enak kan kalo maksud baik lo ditangkap sama orang lain sebagai ikut campur dan diem-diem lo dapet predikat: tukang ikut campur urusan orang? (panjang amat ye gelarnya), lo mau dapetin predikat itu?
Apalagi kalo tanpa denger yang seutuhnya, tanpa tau kondisi lengkap temen lo yang bermasalah, lo main langsung datengin aja terus kasih instruksi ini-itu yang harus dia lakuin. Kalo dia berterima kasih, sih gak masalah. Tapi, dia bisa tersinggung (kecuali dia cerita langsung sama lo)
Dia juga bisa menerima kalimat lo, dan menjalankannya.
Akibatnya?
Bisa bagus, jika kebetulan saran lo pas banget dan emang bisa diterapkan dalam kondisi dan situasi dia. Tapi sebaliknya, bisa juga malah nambah parah situasi.
Hati-hati ikut campur, masuk ke wilayah pribadi orang lain apalagi lo ga tau masalah yang sebenernya. Meskipun cuma dengan sikap, atau kekuatan kata. Lo harus inget, lo ikut campur, lo hanya terlibat secara moril. Tapi pedih, yang sebenernya, temen yang lo kasih saran itu yang nanggung, juga orang-orang yang berhubungan dengan masalah itu.
Kalo emang ada orang-orang yang dateng ke lo dengan bawa masalah, kadang mereka ga butuh usul, komen, atau nasihat, melainkan cuma butuh pendengar untuk melampiaskan unek-unek yang ada di hati dan pikiran, biar plong dan lega. Itu aja.
01 October 2009
Apa lo tau?
Assalamuallaikum
Apa lo tau kalo gue sekarang sedikit bete sama lo? Gue ga suka klo lo deket bgt sama dia. Iya, gue tau gue bukan siapa2 nya dia. Tapi kan lo juga tau kalo gue gimana. Ya seenggaknya jangan ky tadi dong itu ga enak banget gue ngeliatnya. Apalagi kalo lo udah main sama dia. Lupa sama semua~ woho lebe. Ya pokoknya gue ga seneng aja ngeliat lo sama dia. Kalo lo udah tau, gue mau lo ga ky gini. Gue emang ga berhak untuk ngatur lo. Tapi, lo kan pernah bilang mau buat gue sedikit lega. Inget lo bilang ky gitu? Waktu yang gue cerita bentar lagi gue bakalan jadi ky Marshanda ~_~ Ingat ga? Yaa walaupun itu mungkin emang ga bakalan bisa karena kalian akrab banget. Yaudah lah penting amat mikirin ini wuhuu .__.
Eh eh besok sekolah huam. Pake baju apa deh? Muslim apa batik? huakaka nanya disisni. Ya ga bakal ada yang jawablah ya hahahanjeng bego lu. Uh menggunakan kata2 kasar ye itu tuh ga boleh disini. Tapi ya berhubung gue lagi puseeeng dan sebeeel jadi ya mau gimana dong? Makin ngebacot aje.
Bloggy tadi kan gue ke Carrefour, pas disana sih ya biasa2 aja. Eh pas otw pulang tuh lgsung cembetut gitu muka gue. Terus masa sampe rumah gue pengen nangisss inget sesuatu gicu. Ih beneran udah tak tertahankan banget air mata nya mau keluar :'( yaudah deh aku nangis. Tapi cuma se-di-kit kok. Gue kan ga cengeng ye yang tiap ada masalah sedikit air mata lagsung banjeer. Kecuali kalo udah ga kuat aja ditahan terus, baru deh nangis. Halah malah jadi curhat (-_-). Aku tidur aja deh ya besok kalo aku kesiangan gimanaa. Bibaay blogg
Apa lo tau kalo gue sekarang sedikit bete sama lo? Gue ga suka klo lo deket bgt sama dia. Iya, gue tau gue bukan siapa2 nya dia. Tapi kan lo juga tau kalo gue gimana. Ya seenggaknya jangan ky tadi dong itu ga enak banget gue ngeliatnya. Apalagi kalo lo udah main sama dia. Lupa sama semua~ woho lebe. Ya pokoknya gue ga seneng aja ngeliat lo sama dia. Kalo lo udah tau, gue mau lo ga ky gini. Gue emang ga berhak untuk ngatur lo. Tapi, lo kan pernah bilang mau buat gue sedikit lega. Inget lo bilang ky gitu? Waktu yang gue cerita bentar lagi gue bakalan jadi ky Marshanda ~_~ Ingat ga? Yaa walaupun itu mungkin emang ga bakalan bisa karena kalian akrab banget. Yaudah lah penting amat mikirin ini wuhuu .__.
Eh eh besok sekolah huam. Pake baju apa deh? Muslim apa batik? huakaka nanya disisni. Ya ga bakal ada yang jawablah ya hahahanjeng bego lu. Uh menggunakan kata2 kasar ye itu tuh ga boleh disini. Tapi ya berhubung gue lagi puseeeng dan sebeeel jadi ya mau gimana dong? Makin ngebacot aje.
Bloggy tadi kan gue ke Carrefour, pas disana sih ya biasa2 aja. Eh pas otw pulang tuh lgsung cembetut gitu muka gue. Terus masa sampe rumah gue pengen nangisss inget sesuatu gicu. Ih beneran udah tak tertahankan banget air mata nya mau keluar :'( yaudah deh aku nangis. Tapi cuma se-di-kit kok. Gue kan ga cengeng ye yang tiap ada masalah sedikit air mata lagsung banjeer. Kecuali kalo udah ga kuat aja ditahan terus, baru deh nangis. Halah malah jadi curhat (-_-). Aku tidur aja deh ya besok kalo aku kesiangan gimanaa. Bibaay blogg
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