Menurut lo?

Hm oke, gue kan ga nyalahin lo apa gimana ya. Gue kan cuma kesel aja digituin. Gue pikir lo emang sengaja gituin gue tapi ternyata... ngga. Berarti apa? Gue salah paham. Oke, gue emang salah paham berarti sama lo dan gue juga udah minta maaf. Mungkin ya, karna gue tadi juga lagi emosi jadi sampe kasar gidudeee. Padahal kan gue ga bermaksut sama sekali buat nyalahin lo atau apa. Jadi, harusnya lo ga usah ngerasa disalahin terus apa gimana dong! Dan, lo mikir dulu mau maafin apa enggak? Yaudah laaaah

._.

so I look in your direction
but you pay me no attention, do you?
I know you don't listen to me
'cos you say you see straight through me, don't you?

but on and on
from the moment I wake
to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side
just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line
just to see if you care

oh, did you want me to change?
well I'd change for good
and I want you to know
that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say...

don't you shiver
you shiver
singing loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you

so you know how much I need you
but you never even see me, do you?
and is this my final chance of getting you?

but on and on
from the moment I wake
to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side
just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line
just to see if you care, if you care

oh, did you want me to change?
well I'd change for good
and I want you to know
that you'll always get your way
and I wanted to say...

don't you shiver
don't you shiver
I sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you

yeah I'll always be waiting for you
yeah I'll always be waiting for you
yeah I'll always be waiting for you
for you, I will always be waiting

and it's you I see
but you don't see me
and it's you I hear
so loud and so clear
I sing it loud, and clear
and I'll always be waiting for you

so I look in your direction
but you pay me no attention
and you know how much I need you
but you never even see me

Shiver by Coldplay

lalala

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.
How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.

So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me,
Just get your things.
I've made up your mind.

Harus gimana?

Aduuh gue bingung banget harus gimana. Tadi pagi gue denger dia putus. Lebih tepatnya diputusin. Gue kaget banget. Kasian dia. Dia masih sayang banget sama pacarnya itu tapi malah diputusin. Dia sedih banget. Pastilah ya, sedih trus nyesek. Nah pas dia cerita gitu ke gue kalo dia diputusin, gue bingung gue harus sedih apa seneng. Masa gue seneng padahal dia lagi sedih? gue juga agak sedih sih. Tapi gue bingung. Apa harusnya gue seneng ya karena akhirnya mereka putus juga.

Barusan, dia bilang. Kalo dia ga jadi pu-tus. Gue seneng. Tapi gue juga sedih. Harusnya gimana? Gue seneng kan? Iya, gue emang sedikit seneng pas tau mereka ga jadi putus. Karna dia ga bakalan frustasi karena diputusin ky tadi pagi. Secaragituyadiasayangbangetsamacewenyaitu ._. Gue juga seneng dong yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa dia gajadi putus wawaaaaaa ;) (agak makasa ya)
Tapi gue ga mau aja kalo cewenya itu mau balikan cuma karena kasian sama dia. Bukan karena masih sayang. Semoga aja deh ngga gitu.

Last day

Nyahaaa kemarin tuh hari terakhir sekolah HAHA sedih~~ Aku pasti kangen sama Ken Rima Thiara Disa semuaaa deh huu. Kangen juga deh pasti sama mereka berdua. Ho iya kangen Zeno Demas Taka! juga dong ya~ fufu ._.


Kemarin kan bukber di sekolah, nah trus pas lagi enak2 makan nyamnyam tiba2... JGLEK lampu mati dan itu gelap banget karena ga cuma kelas aja yang mati lampunya. Kan aku lagi makan tuh disebelahnya Rima, nah terus tuh anak2 pada yang 'aaaw kyaaaa awaw aaaaa' ya lebay2an teriak giduu. Gue langsung bediri dan ikutan teriak. Tiba2 tuh si Rima teriak dengan suaranya yang keras gini "Wooooy LEBAAAAAY!" gue yang lagi ngunyah makanan dimulut langsung ketawa ngakak pas si Rima bilang gitu. Lalu... apa yang terjadi ketika gue ngakak? Rima gue sembur wey dengan makanan yang ada dimulut gue~ Huahahaa sorry yaaaaa myRimakubebikumuah ;p

Yaa pokoknya seru deh yaaw kemarin. Tapi aku pasti kangen sama semuaaa huehe. muah